My Dog Phaedra Died

Today’s video was incredibly difficult to record. My baby Phaedra passed away last week. I’m grieving her. Nyx is depressed. I’m trying to process it and be ok with it but I’m hurting. I did everything I could to try to save Phaedra but it was her time. This is why I’ve been missing for the past week. I feel like it’s been one thing after another and I’m burnt out and tired. I keep looking at photos of Phaedra and reminding myself of all the moments. I keep telling myself I’ll see her again across the Rainbow Bridge, but it hurts and I’m hurting. I created a Celebration of Life for Phaedra here if you want to see https://phyrra.net/a-celebration-of-phaedra-the-standard-poodle.html

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